December 2010
23 posts
2010
Positives I smoked a ton of weed this year, which really rocked. alot. I also am still breathing, which is tad crazy with all the shit i did. In concert choir. thats neat. made 4th ave. super duper too. Negatives I think it would be better if we just didn’t talk about this. FUCK YOU 2010, hope I never have a year so shitty again.
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
Dec 30th
Dear Body,
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING. It is 3:03 in the GOD DAMN MORNING, why are you not tired, WHY ARE YOU NOT TIRED. You almost feel asleep at grandma and grandpas TWICE, and now that I have tried to go to bed 4 times, FOUR TIMES, you decided your not tired.  Seriously go FUCK YOURSELF. and then GO TO FUCKING BED. WTF, JAMES WILLGING’S PISSED SOUL
Dec 26th
Christmas day
Laptop — Check Speakers — Check Money (and gift cards) — Check Being truly happy for the first time in a while — Check, thank god.
Dec 26th
Dec 25th
Dec 24th
Hey
Dear person who fucked me over bout a year ago, i still hate you a little.
Dec 24th
Birthday wishlist 2
FORGOT IPAD!
Dec 24th
Dec 23rd
BIRTHDAY WISH LIST
- Camera? Since im getting a macbook pro for christmas I figure my camera should use an SD card so I can take advantage of the SD card slot on the MBP - Gym Membership, I’m gonna be able to legally drive and I figure since i have some free time, i might as well spend it working on my health. Nothing wrong with that. - Money….? I’m gonna need it. - Itunes cards   Actually, just...
Dec 23rd
Dec 22nd
The two sides of this coin
You bring a smile to my face, make me laugh, and feel special. I haven’t had that in a while. You make me feel whole :) Why is it I can’t like you again? You scare me, and make me nervous. You want to make things real and I don’t know if I’m ready for real, real got me hurt. Lets just keep things simple. for now :)
Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd
Break...
better not take me to that point. Shit getting better. yes please.
Dec 21st
Dec 20th
Dec 19th
In English class
AND IM NOT DOING SHIT! Its a good day, and gonna be a long ass weekend, 7 hours of workshop on sunday and 6 and a half more monday :D then 3 shows tuesday! Awesome. lol not really
Dec 17th
Dec 11th
“I don’t think u have been behaving appropriately” - Alannah”
– THEN GO FUCKING CUT YOURSELF
Dec 11th
Dec 9th
Doing
I’m okay, me and grandma talked, and everything is gonna be alright This is Goodnight, and not goodbye.
Dec 1st
Trying
I’m trying. I really am, i can’t do this anyone elses way though. Its mine, i gotta do it, my way.
Dec 1st